consider them as the best gift in my life from 2005 - 2009
that could ever be given to me by God.
14 May 2011
21 March 2010
Chapter M56
damn right shit happens. if i go with the flow, dejavu will happen. damn it. i fall easily man. damn damn damn damn it.
i need my stocks. seriously. i really wonder what is paid for being in this situation. thats liek the 3rd. 3rd this year, gaddammnit. sanang banar kali aku ani inda ja? cam baie.
i need my stocks. seriously. i really wonder what is paid for being in this situation. thats liek the 3rd. 3rd this year, gaddammnit. sanang banar kali aku ani inda ja? cam baie.
20 March 2010
Chapter M55
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmwatcha sayyyyyyyyyyyyy?!
im living a...great new life at the moment in katok. new friends, new gang. hahahaha its great to be around people who get your jokes. although theyre not as LOUD as my girlfriends, all is fine =] i miss them lots =(
i open-ed a new club @ sch. its called Ultimate Frisbee. the first meeting was a success although only 11 members showed up. i hope the next meeting would be as amazing as the first.
btw, hey ptem girlfriends and bella =P dibah and i liek this guy in sch HAHAHAHAHAHAH. we call him Carl =P and fyi, hes just hot n cute n sexy, bukan labih k? HAHAHAHA. mun labih org lain tu. c dibah got her baby, i got my angel HAHAHAHAHAHA. well you guys know who is it oredi soooo puii im not writing names here HAHAHA.
bah cuti jua ni oi belladeenamimifathingmahmeowpeeweezehainjalilahdd!!! nama sapa ku missed? sorry =S BAHHH JALAN EHH!!!!
im living a...great new life at the moment in katok. new friends, new gang. hahahaha its great to be around people who get your jokes. although theyre not as LOUD as my girlfriends, all is fine =] i miss them lots =(
i open-ed a new club @ sch. its called Ultimate Frisbee. the first meeting was a success although only 11 members showed up. i hope the next meeting would be as amazing as the first.
btw, hey ptem girlfriends and bella =P dibah and i liek this guy in sch HAHAHAHAHAHAH. we call him Carl =P and fyi, hes just hot n cute n sexy, bukan labih k? HAHAHAHA. mun labih org lain tu. c dibah got her baby, i got my angel HAHAHAHAHAHA. well you guys know who is it oredi soooo puii im not writing names here HAHAHA.
bah cuti jua ni oi belladeenamimifathingmahmeowpeeweezehainjalilahdd!!! nama sapa ku missed? sorry =S BAHHH JALAN EHH!!!!
28 February 2010
Chapter M54
Amira Abu Bakar we went to miri with manager tadi..so sad nada kamu :(
fak that. i didnt know. mcm. antah eh.
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he's leaving tomorrow morning @ 12.20pm. masuk gate @ 11am. so after tomorrow, id hafta wait. until november hopefully. this year's gonna be tough. going into form six. everything will be alien-ish, since i come from an all-girls school. guys will be everywhere, told myself to just wait for him, but what if i dont? temptations~ come on, 5 years being with only girls as classmates, schoolmates? sampai there arent any guys to crush on, they take on the male teachers. hahaha man memories being in an all-girls school. but yeah, i wont give up. im not giving up.
22nd September 2009. 2nd day raya. grandaunt's crib. that was... 6 months earlier. i was watching tv, sitting down mcm anak samseng, holding the remote, shuffling channels, then i heard the doorbell, i didnt care who it was, cause i had quite a foul mood that day. i went to the kitchen, fetch myself a glass of water, then came back for the tv. suprised, i saw him, in his gray cara melayu, alone, shuffling channels. his family are at the other living room, chatting w others. he was sitting right on my seat. he saw me, he looked back at me. gosh, i fell in love. i just went and sit at another sofa not far from him. trying to be cool, i asked him "what channel are we watching?" he just smirked and passed me the remote. he's very quiet. i didnt care what we watched. because he was there.
31st January 2010. thats a long time since i saw him in September. kept on praying that ill see him again. i was sitting alone, leaning on the hospital's wall. granny's asleep. usu went to the canteen to eat. i felt drowsy. i fell asleep. a few minutes after that, i heard a salam. i woke up, sat upright and looked at the door. it was his dad and uncle. i stood up, and made way for the bathroom. i looked disgusting. after reapplying a coat of gloss, i went out, suprised to see a lot of people in the room. usu was there, sitting with a couple of aunts on my granny's bed. granny was on her wheelchair, talking to people in front of her. i sat back to the place where i used to be before, and played my games back. the aunts were talking about swimming. automatically, i told them "aku inda pandai swimming hahaha" they laughed and said "bohhh~" i laughed aswell, and when i looked up in the bed's direction, he was there, looking at me, smirking. gosh, i didnt know he was there! he was in black and so was i. he was wearing his flip flops and so do i. fashion sense, he's good. he had a haircut. it looked awesome on him. i kept looking at him. come on, i couldnt help it.
prayers. guts. belief. patience. i want to see him again. i really do.
ill wait. ill try. its going to be really tough, but i wont give up. im not going to give up.
fak that. i didnt know. mcm. antah eh.
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he's leaving tomorrow morning @ 12.20pm. masuk gate @ 11am. so after tomorrow, id hafta wait. until november hopefully. this year's gonna be tough. going into form six. everything will be alien-ish, since i come from an all-girls school. guys will be everywhere, told myself to just wait for him, but what if i dont? temptations~ come on, 5 years being with only girls as classmates, schoolmates? sampai there arent any guys to crush on, they take on the male teachers. hahaha man memories being in an all-girls school. but yeah, i wont give up. im not giving up.
22nd September 2009. 2nd day raya. grandaunt's crib. that was... 6 months earlier. i was watching tv, sitting down mcm anak samseng, holding the remote, shuffling channels, then i heard the doorbell, i didnt care who it was, cause i had quite a foul mood that day. i went to the kitchen, fetch myself a glass of water, then came back for the tv. suprised, i saw him, in his gray cara melayu, alone, shuffling channels. his family are at the other living room, chatting w others. he was sitting right on my seat. he saw me, he looked back at me. gosh, i fell in love. i just went and sit at another sofa not far from him. trying to be cool, i asked him "what channel are we watching?" he just smirked and passed me the remote. he's very quiet. i didnt care what we watched. because he was there.
31st January 2010. thats a long time since i saw him in September. kept on praying that ill see him again. i was sitting alone, leaning on the hospital's wall. granny's asleep. usu went to the canteen to eat. i felt drowsy. i fell asleep. a few minutes after that, i heard a salam. i woke up, sat upright and looked at the door. it was his dad and uncle. i stood up, and made way for the bathroom. i looked disgusting. after reapplying a coat of gloss, i went out, suprised to see a lot of people in the room. usu was there, sitting with a couple of aunts on my granny's bed. granny was on her wheelchair, talking to people in front of her. i sat back to the place where i used to be before, and played my games back. the aunts were talking about swimming. automatically, i told them "aku inda pandai swimming hahaha" they laughed and said "bohhh~" i laughed aswell, and when i looked up in the bed's direction, he was there, looking at me, smirking. gosh, i didnt know he was there! he was in black and so was i. he was wearing his flip flops and so do i. fashion sense, he's good. he had a haircut. it looked awesome on him. i kept looking at him. come on, i couldnt help it.
prayers. guts. belief. patience. i want to see him again. i really do.
ill wait. ill try. its going to be really tough, but i wont give up. im not going to give up.
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