Chapter M54

Amira Abu Bakar we went to miri with manager tadi..so sad nada kamu :(

fak that. i didnt know. mcm. antah eh.

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he's leaving tomorrow morning @ 12.20pm. masuk gate @ 11am. so after tomorrow, id hafta wait. until november hopefully. this year's gonna be tough. going into form six. everything will be alien-ish, since i come from an all-girls school. guys will be everywhere, told myself to just wait for him, but what if i dont? temptations~ come on, 5 years being with only girls as classmates, schoolmates? sampai there arent any guys to crush on, they take on the male teachers. hahaha man memories being in an all-girls school. but yeah, i wont give up. im not giving up.

22nd September 2009. 2nd day raya. grandaunt's crib. that was... 6 months earlier. i was watching tv, sitting down mcm anak samseng, holding the remote, shuffling channels, then i heard the doorbell, i didnt care who it was, cause i had quite a foul mood that day. i went to the kitchen, fetch myself a glass of water, then came back for the tv. suprised, i saw him, in his gray cara melayu, alone, shuffling channels. his family are at the other living room, chatting w others. he was sitting right on my seat. he saw me, he looked back at me. gosh, i fell in love. i just went and sit at another sofa not far from him. trying to be cool, i asked him "what channel are we watching?" he just smirked and passed me the remote. he's very quiet. i didnt care what we watched. because he was there.

31st January 2010. thats a long time since i saw him in September. kept on praying that ill see him again. i was sitting alone, leaning on the hospital's wall. granny's asleep. usu went to the canteen to eat. i felt drowsy. i fell asleep. a few minutes after that, i heard a salam. i woke up, sat upright and looked at the door. it was his dad and uncle. i stood up, and made way for the bathroom. i looked disgusting. after reapplying a coat of gloss, i went out, suprised to see a lot of people in the room. usu was there, sitting with a couple of aunts on my granny's bed. granny was on her wheelchair, talking to people in front of her. i sat back to the place where i used to be before, and played my games back. the aunts were talking about swimming. automatically, i told them "aku inda pandai swimming hahaha" they laughed and said "bohhh~" i laughed aswell, and when i looked up in the bed's direction, he was there, looking at me, smirking. gosh, i didnt know he was there! he was in black and so was i. he was wearing his flip flops and so do i. fashion sense, he's good. he had a haircut. it looked awesome on him. i kept looking at him. come on, i couldnt help it.

prayers. guts. belief. patience. i want to see him again. i really do.

ill wait. ill try. its going to be really tough, but i wont give up. im not going to give up.

Chapter M53

I LOL'D THE SHIT OUT :')

Chapter M52

DELAYED PICTURES FROM THE REUNION~!

L-R : Amal, Adibah, Nazihah, Azimah, Ain, Ajeerah, Nisa, Nurul, Meow.

ahm... c Gee and Khai came a few minutes after this picture was taken. big thanks to our photog, Met, who managed to juggle 6 cameras all at once HAHAHA.

my girl and me. DIG THOSE GORJIOUZZZ WEDGEZZZ MANN

Happy Birthday To : Reunion Party (whut?)

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thats Bella i was hugging

us in action, tryna keep our feet in the newspaper. tu, see fathin and dibah behind, noobs HAHAHA.

EMG PINK UNDIEZZZ.

when the newspaper wuz folded into a quarter, only 2 feet(s) can fit in, sooo Bella told me since she's lighter than i am, she'll just jump on me. srly, carrying 48kgs and standing on my toes for liek 5 secs, ITS PAIN. you see those people tryna figure out how to win the last round? MWAHAHAHAHA

we won, of course :P

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THE EPIC STORY.

TRALALALALALALALA. God, the PRESSURE PLAYING THIS GAME WAS HEAVY. semua org belaju. Zeh even paused to EVERYSINGLECHAIR which was behind her, yatah c Ain marah tu HAHAHA

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now the fun part;

BOOM

BOOM

POW

yeap, i told you the story, and this is how it looked liek.

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heyy, i wasnt that heavy, right?

LOLZ I GOT THIS FROM PEEWEE'S BLOG.
the BEST picture yet.

bah, cemana ni? KHAYAL SUDAH.

Ain.
looking ever soo gorjiouz. im gonna miss her and her sweet delicacies. she spoiled me too much w brownies and cookies :(

AND MY GIRLS~ (8)

DONG DONG CHAI.
Dibah, Fathin, Bella and Me inda sampat meliat. DEEP DEEP. time kluar minum tia sudah durang ah. bukan tah rezeki ku meliat DONG DONG CHAI this year :(

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i miss the girl far left :(

Chapter M51

HEY HEY. i just had an AH-MAZING time w my close friends a few hours ago. had a reunion party, got games too you know. got... pop the balloon w butt (me & bella, WIN), newspaper dance (did a spectacular pose lastly, yatah manang HAHAHAHAHA), in & out shit (adakah kana bawa becakap kluar ku pulang HAHAHAHAHAHAHA) and musical chair (GAME PALING BRUTAL! story below)

ada this certain round... dibah and i mcm...klaie kan krusi lah. skali ada this ONE SPECIAL CHAIR SHINING SO BRIGHT~! we run for tha chair, placed our buttocks on it and langgar langgar. fortunately for dibah, the krusi licin, and i fell down, LEFT-BUTT FIRST. GADDAMN THE PAIN~!!!! tapi the next round... c dibah kluar jua HAAHHAAHHA.

took lotsa pics. plus i saw Awy, Kim, Pith and Met today. EMGGGGGG THANKS FOR COMING GUYSS ALL THE WAY FROM MD!!! appreciate it srsly.

plus i missed the lion dance!!! aigooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo THE PAIN~!!! ITS STABBING ME!!! i really want to see the lion dance so bad :(

we sent dibah home. NAIK COOPER YO LOL MCM PUSU KAMI BLAKANG AHHHH.


hmmm... the photo doesnt work zzz.

Chapter M50

my result's breakdown;

Bahasa Melayu - B C C

English - B B A

Maths - B B

Amaths - D D

Geography - B B

Physics - B B A

Biology - C A A

Chemistry - A B A

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theres just one thing i strongly protest, i got only one A in Physics and yet, overall, i got an A. while in Biology and Chemistry, i got 2 As and yet i overall i got only a B. and English, same result as Physics, overall i got a B for it. well, maybe i got the lower B and C in Chem, Bio and Eng which pulls my marks down. i couldve gotten 4As. but Alhamdulilah, its great to see i got As for my sciences. i must say, i didnt expect to get As for all practicals. well except for BM orals, a C, whut a shame.

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my A level subjects;

Chemistry
Biology
Psychology
Thinking Skills

i think im not gonna change my mind again. i drop maths cause i dont really favour it, besides, my mind isnt really adapted for calculations, its more into science logic.

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and. i just received a call. im gonna retake Amaths. and someone's paying it. there goes my year. gahd im just so tired.

Chapter M49

ey ey ey.

bangun. on laptop. on pc. online. cs. makan. pray. online. cs. tidur. this is pretty much whut i do everyday. you know whut that means? IM GAINING WEIGHT. please results come out already :( i received a text from Pith this morning saying MD got UKexhibition. ahhh srs to say, im not really interested to go to UK. id rather go to SG or Aussie or NZ or Japan. anywhere asal inda jauh from home.

...im hungry. hmm...i dunno whut to write about anymore HAHAHA. thank goodness for journals.