Chapter 620

fcukedup.

i just can't get through this. im fckin weak. confused. mad. sad. tired. these fckin feelings are fckin mixed up.

things are in a motherfckin rush. why wont they slow down?
i dont want it back. i just want this to be gone. fck eh.

how can i not go emo, if it leads here?
baie. i cant keep this to myself anymore longer. i might fckin burst.
dont rush me. im not fckin ready yet.

everything's carved. i can't just destroy it. it eventually might kill me.
i can't sleep well. i dont eat. i talk to myself.
what the fuck did i fuckin did?
sakit wah. baie kali. sakit.

some fckin promises are meant to be broken. who the fck even made that stupid thing?
that just hurts even more.

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this seriously hurts. everyone's a motherfuckin bastard.