30 August 2009

Chapter M31

SFAQs : Amal Nazirah Mulok

1. Why do you go to SMPAPHM?
- cause my mom works at PGGMB madang. if mom wasnt a teaher, id be a rebel already at SMSH. plus my sister used to go there.

2. Why'd you quit learning the piano?
- IM NOT INTERESTED IN MAKING MUSIC. well maybe a teeny-bit, i wanna learn playing the drums. i used to be obsessed with violins sampai my aunt ku pajal suruh blikan HAHAHAHA.

3. What kind of sports do you play?
- ball games? neah sounds wrong HAHA. umm... netball, bball, vball, hball, running, badminton and frisbee. mom wants me to learn tennis. and qahhar wants me to learn golf. i used to take golf lessons from qahhar dulu but then i dont know why i quit. i learn kendo too, but then, mcm no feel lagi because of.. reasons. i dont swim btw.

4. Have you got over your ex?
- yes yes yes yes. i have a better life now and i think he has too.

5. What happened to your obsession with Jrock?
- got over it, ITS ENGLISH TIME!

6. When'd you start playing CS?
- mid 2007s. started playing it ferreal after my PMBs. hahaha, i used to be paranoid of cs psl its a "killing-shooting-bloody" game. my first map was dust2 and first server was this HK server. hahaha 32slots ah, ramai.

7. What's your fave subject?
- atm, its chemistry. PE's a forever fave. i never liked math/physics. amaths is okay. subject lain, neutral.

8. Any job in the world, what would it be?
- psychologist. and a gangster. HAHAHA, srsly, if that wasnt a sin aku mau.

9. Do you like celery?
- with sandwiches.... chicken... and never raw. my cousin eats it raw. inda pahit kah tu!?

10. How long does it take for you to shave your legs?
- uhh... 10mins? or maybe shorter. srsly inda jua lama kali ah mencukur bulu kaki ani.

11. Had a crush on any of your teachers?
- yes, we call him Ben. HAHAHA. gila aku obsessive bnr wah dulu. he's cute. and i told my friend im gonna date him HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. and used to crush on sir Z. now he's a close teacher of mine. EHH sir Ab lagi. hot. HAHAHAHA. heckk.

12. Do you use cheats in games?
- Sims only. HAHAHAHAAH. "klapaucius/rosebud" damn rindu ku game atu.

13. Do you forgive and forget?
- umm it depends on the situations really. tapi i forgive. srsly. forget.... neaaaaahhhh.

14. Favourite object given by exes?
- my razer piranha.

15. Do you start a conversation or you let someone starts it?
- let the person talk. i dont like starting conversations. well sometimes. i like guys who starts a conversation and... not quiet. not quiet i mean they TALK and nada awkward silences.

16. You used to be a boy right?
- AHAHAHAHAHAHAH BLOODY HELL LAH THIS QUESTION. look, i may have a lot of Y chromosomes in me -.- i like boxers. i like jumping and i wanna free-run. and mom likes me in short hairs. i have Gatsby waxes in my room, yessss i use that with my previous hairrrrrrr. now my hair panjang dahh. and maybe aku close bnr with qahhar thats why aku cemani hahaha.

17. How many children would you like to have?
none. and if i had to, one, a boy.

18. How many exes you had?
uhhh.... 4 ex-bf. and... 4 flings i guess. average semua around a month or two. i get bored easily. srsly, no spark. make an effort -.- same thing fer crushes, skjp suka skjp move on HAHAHAH. tpi once aku suka, suka brabis. srsly.

19. Who are you crushing on atm?
this MS dude. for.... 6months already? dulu it was a minor crush cause i was flinging. ani major crush sudah hahahaha. ahh, hes got a gf. so id better keep it shut cause i dont feel like being bitched atm.

end of P1.

Chapter M30

dad's still in his room mengusai sinjang kali... i might continue doing this lator.

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ITS LATER ALREADY~

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28 August 2009

Chapter M29

ahhhh DE 101.

plus last few rounds ya afk, so i enjoyed myself.



ps/: FPS IMAGE ATAS 61?! THIS CS GOT ISSUES.

27 August 2009

Chapter M28

went to the airport yesterday after tuition. hantar them baaqi, nana and their mom balik ke UK. and i didnt know most scholars were off yesterday. sooooo, i saw A LOT OF PEOPLE I KNOWHOWJOW. saw my seniors; wiyah, faw, nyra, yatii, syahirah, qilly and naddie. lotsa luck naddie, 5 years a long time, haha love yah. we hugged and screamed. gang ku balik skulah tu bisdurang ah kau ah. saw fhise and his family, his younger sister belayar... saw faizan hantar kawannya... saw ika's brother and I SAW WAFIL WAFEE.

me; you know, i wanna hug you right now but my mom's here.
fil; yeah, i wanna hug you too but my gf's here.

then we started eyaaa eyaaa-ing and punched each other mcm apakan. HAHAHAHA. awkward~

aku sungkai coffee sja yest di airport ah HAHAHA. dad mau sungkai di CAM yayasan. inda jauh kah tu?! well whatever, sampai jua hajat nya makan disana. AT FRIGGIN 9PM. bukannya inda kan pengsan inda makan dri pkul 11pm tuesday sampai 9pm wednesday.

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soo today, i sniffed sulphuric acid + this liquid L. khayal ku nyamu HAHAHA. and liquid L seriously smells like ACID. gahd, i havent got over this shit yet okay.

the whole morning - energy : zero.

dibah pandai buat bunyi turtle, penguin and kucing having their thing going on if we cubit her HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. bloody hell. love you dibah. *swipes finger* my ass~~~

and mimi has this SHD going on dri tadi. lets sing; your ____ is longer than a coastline. your ____ is two french fries. your ____ is infected with HIV. HAHAHAHAHA.

and ika has a small crush on me. and i think its growing in her. and fathin, happy 9monthsary boob.

25 August 2009

Chapter M27

I CAN'T SEAFOODBLOODYHELL WAIT FOR FCKING TMR AFTERNOON 8D
COUNTDOWN : 16HOURS HECKYEAH.
Gz
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Chapter M26

had my english orals today. mmyes, it was great. the invigilator's a friend of my sister, they once went overseas together. HAHA awkward~ talked about places ive been to ; NZ. HAHAHA, i talked about the time where an ostrich chased me and aku nangis time atu. hell, they laughed, haha suka ku tu~ HAHAHAH.

TRUE STORY TU AH OSTRICH AH. trauma. eya and the dude asked me where i wanna go. i told him i wanna go to JP. and mecca. HAHAHAHA. drg mcm "ooo okay, why?" and i answered "i wanna do my hajj" atu ktawa drg HAHAHA.

inda terasa wah the orals. i wanted to talk longer hahaha. cubatah oral malay cematu inda terasa. eh wait, can i just drop malay time o lvl november? i mean, dude, i got a credit fer it already. HAAHHAHA.



"damn, we missed it again beh"

HAHAHAHA DONT GET ME WRONG,
this was like a few weeks ago? HAHAHAHA.

24 August 2009

Chapter M25

tagged by iman on fb. guess this is about guys i uhh..fancy? hahaha.

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
• good-looking to me :8)

2. Smart?
• yes.

3. Preferred age?
• atm, 17 - 19.

4. Preferred height?
• taller than i am.

5. How about sense of humor?
• sure. YES.

6. How about piercings?
• neah.

7. Accepts you for who you are?
• mmyes.

8. Pink hair?
• uh no.

9. Mushy or no?
• a bit mushy's fine.

10. Thin or fat?
• thin, average.

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
• brown. no kit-kats. NOT BEING RACIST 'ERE.

12. Long hair or short hair?
• short.

13. Plastic or metal?
• what? spoons?

14. Smells good?
• mmyes.

15. Smoker?
• sure.

16. Drinker?
• NEAH.

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
• UM NOO. no neighbas pl0x.

18. Muscular?
• not that WWE whatever type pl0x. that, is over.

19. Plays piano?
• umm... sure.

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
• manasaja tah.

21. Plays violin
• neah.

22. Sings very good?
• KBOX ROXSTAR. *lol iman got nice answer fer this :P

23. Vain?
• uhh... sure?

24. With glasses?
• sipit? (Y) HAHAHA.

25. With braces?
• neah.

26. Shy type?
• neah.

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
• GOOD BOY AHAX.

28. Active or passive?
• more active, less passive.

29. Tight or bomb?
• apa ni? clothing style? BOMB PL0X.

30. Singer or dancer?
• SING SING. KBOXXAR.

31. Stunner?
• stoner. stunner boleh juga (y)

32. Hiphop?
• neah.

33. Earrings?
• neah.

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
• ugh.

35. Dimples?
• neah. eh, ntah.

36. Bookworm?
• suree.

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
• neah.

38. Playful?
• sure.

39. Flirt?
• NEAH.

40. Poem writer?
• neah.

41. Serious?
• not over~~~~~!!!~!@!@!~@~!@!~@#~#!@

42. Campus crush?
• i dont get this shit.

43. Painter?
• neah.

44. Religious?
• sure.

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
• sure.

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
• uhh... for once, internet freak? AHAHAHAHAHAHA. bloody hell.

47. Speaks 20 languages?
• uhh... sure?

48. Loyal or faithful?
• sama jua tu inda kan? hahahaha.

49. good kisser?
• MYEAH. AHAHAH.

50. loves children??
• ... no comment.

Chapter M24


ARGHHH BLOODY HELLL
im having difficulties playing cs since this stupid table had issues with its keyboard holder/whatever. my wrist pun mcm ada lineslineslines. mcm org emo plng usulnya ni -.-
plus the table looks disorganized. filthy -.-
...
just got home from mesjed. i cant breathe D: the lungsss feel so tight. i wonder whats wrong.

Chapter M23

here we go again... blog's up. as requested by sup. JAHAHA.



OLVLJUNE09 -

ENG - B
BM - C
MATH - B
BIO - C

TOTAL CREDS - 4 OUT OF 4.

17 August 2009

Chapter M22

birthday c manis "x" ah :P
have a blast, love yahz.
xoxo

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GDragon is hot

but my Shin is hotter.








ku pajak kah, dripada ku gasah.
in ; hashidani shin + gDragon
out ; kirai mu ah.

15 August 2009

Chapter M21

s2pid + s2bb0rn

IM GOING STRAIGHT TO THE POINT HERE GIRRRRRRRRRRRRLL~

majal wah kamu atu, now look, 3 of the seniors are unemployed/unimportant. i thought i put stress jua psl atu. kau ani kan mmbawa the WHOLE crew knapa? 9 isnt enough? i think 9 is even bnyk for that little project.

juniors kau bawa ah. napa inda bawa yg form 5-ers jua? drg DMC jua masih. i thought everytime aku datang meliat CCA atu, ADA jua durang duduk-duduk, waiting for TASKS to be given. yg kau ucap drg bangang knapa? nampak wah kau MEMILIH KASIH ah. whats wrong w/ talking to them? helping them? and i thought you call yourself a leader. dont deny it. LOL AND YOURE LIKE REPEATING WHAT IM SAYING~ lmao~

LOLLLLLLL BTWWWWWWW! if inda pressure drg wah dang, nada drg buat kraja tu. srsly, WE had the experience. anu article ah, inda jua kitani kana pressure kau ah, now you see, how many article sja arah site ah? guess you werent thinking outside the box. plusplus, plan B anu live ah, awal awal KAU JUA APPROVE LOL. skali time meet, you "totally reject the idea" dont deny this. if you are, youre being s2pid. i heard what you said.

nampak ku kaliahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh kamu rolled-eyes to each other. HAHAHA apa tah tu? sasak kamu kah aku gnya becakap? besides, the slideshow was my idea, teehee, im not bragging. bida wah bida. ucap ucap psl bossy lah ini lah, isnt that the fact? psl aku bossy? LOLL, thought you guys knew the real me. mmyeah, bossy + betchjy :P

report? LOL. and then try to brainwash them? saying whatever i said here is offending YOU much? think of the F5 juniors YOU LEFT OUT. dont they feel offended you said drg bangang? you said drg JARANG DATANG padahal DRG ADA? kesian jua tu kau ahh. staie. if you call this TEAMWORK, then you definition's WRONG~

epic failures. you guys never USE your brains to think. lol, hope this post will help you gaizz to think. if it doesnt, GET TEH REHAB. btw, im not talking to you unless it concerns work.

14 August 2009

Chapter M20

have i posted this before? lupa ku LOL.
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stupid FALSE ALARM. i almost fell from the damn stairs tadi. there's this new kitten outside, tail nya ntah zigzag shape nya HAHA. and has dots on his bodeh. Baaqi called him Pedro.

finally, my desk's not organized. file chem, file mathD, file bio, DAMNSHIT i cant think straight. ahaxx im hungry. havent ate since 12pm today. and its 830pm now. neah, i shouldnt complain.

BAWHHHHHHHHHHHHH its this hatred feeling coming tru again~~~~ drama eh. bloody satan -.- i hate everyone atm. well not really everyone, some certain bloody asses on the net which ruined my damn day. bloody hell yeah? i have issues. LOL. gee, i love you. HAHAHA. spank you tmr.

uhmm.. what to bring tmr...
  • 2 champagne glass
  • chem file
  • bio file
  • journal
  • dumb diary 2 3 4
  • shit, i forgot geo file.
  • PENS AND PAPER FER THE DAMN MEET.

teeheeeeeeeeee, i see anger on your page~ i know you love me betcjh~ xoxo.

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in; ci. pl0x?
out; issues.

Chapter M19

seeeeeeeee hoooooow tiiiiiiiiiiiiiiimeeeeeeeee chaaaaaaaaangeeeeeeeees theeeeeeeeseeeeeeeeee daaaaaaaaaaaamn hypoooooooocriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiteeeeeeeeeeeees?

theeeeeeeeeeeey liiiiiiiiiiiikeeeeeeeeeeee, loooooooooveeeeeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaach ooooooooooootheeeeeeeeer nooooooooooow.

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL. suuuuuuuuckeeeeeeeeeeeeeers. i tooooooooooold yoooooooouuuuuuuuuu thaaaaaaaaaaat iiiiiiiiiiiiit woooooooouuuuuuuld haaaaaaaaaaappeeeeeeeeen.

yooooooouuuuuuuu knoooooooooooow whooooooooooooo yoooooooooouuuuuuuuuu aaaaaaaaareeeeee.

13 August 2009

Chapter M19

my lookalikes HAHAHA.

*downstairs atm. searching for food. im frickin hungry.

Chapter M18


amal * back to back. grrr. hahahah kakai kakai. sleepless.
fate * pulling him with your hair. HAHA. atu ganas.
dibs * najib come back here. GRRRR. hahaha ehh, terbalik? pusing him again. hahaha
miims * white cream and cherry. hahahaha oxygen / gas? HUH?
bella * breakfast in bed? hot bread or white cream with cherry? i'll take white cream and cherry. HAHAHAHA

shit bella, siapa hah siapa? popcorn? HAHAHAHAH. - i need a DATE fer wedsday. eh eh, set me up on a blind date. plus, remember im picky, so pick hot ones, smart dresser, funny, and a slightly bit older than me and not an infadel. likeeeeeee, cmon man, im tryna get rid of those shitty memories. btw, if you guys found him, tell him its only a date, im in no mood for relationships atm.

so far qualifying results, 3 subs kana bgi sudah, sooo, 3Os. ABC. HAHA heck. plus nov o lvl chem1 &chem2 are on 1011. im so happy. and i am not being sarcastic. its chemistry. im into the Clique now. likeee ehhmagawdddd, i sound like one. damn, start spreadin the gossip around.

in: Gz.
out: *swipes finger to mimi's nose* then say "my asss~" HAHAHAHAHAHA.

i like thizz.

09 August 2009

Chapter M17

this agitated feeling within.

08 August 2009

Chapter M16


HAHAHA apakan, my post title bah eh.


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hahahaha, had a BLAZT. happy birthday bella, i know you love me. ada scary situations lagi.. bloody hell. its a good thing my dad liat krita melintas instead of us tadi HAHA. and and the stupid truck and the isi. heck, trauma kamu? cause i am, hahaha. the pix0r above's from mimi's blog. xxoo.

(8) berlarilari ku mencari mu~

06 August 2009

Chapter M15

usavich. usagi. bunnies.

you mf dojob made the past to haunt me 8) im losing my pride and confidence. lol bloody hell, why keep the feeling? stupid hahahaha. you couldve just told him earlier that i dont look like im commited in that shit~ so what if youre great? why can't i try? you think that task is too big for me to handle? i guess youre looking down at me.

so now, i hate you all _l_

ahahahahaa, i may sound like a betcjh but your post is way betcjhier. mcm kau kamu.

05 August 2009

Chapter M14

1pm onwards, its been a bloody-hell-shitty-rough day. trg-trg puasa indakan dipasang kali the stupid earpiece? aaaahhhhhh bloody hell. dont jump to fcking conclusions, menyakitkan hati wah. because of that, i feel like shooting myself.

breaktime, hung out with fathin, mimi, dibah and bella. dicomputer lab. hahaha, gossipped around, liat liat gmbr and did this sinful thing which i find it funny.

aku inda mau tuition krg. i wanna go to Miss Dayang's house and relax there. tmr's Amaths and Phys 2. shit. tuition lagi mathD. skdlandjkasndasjkdnadjkansdjas. bloody hell.

i can't believe you're hanging out with her. you know i dont like her and still you jalan-jalan sama ia. hahaha, i think its because we are not-so-rapat anymore and maybe she's taking advantage to take you away from me? gahd, if she thinks it that way, im going to confront her and pull her fcking brain out and shred it with a mfcking blender. mfcker.

what goes around, comes around. i think its coming back to me. hahahahaha, fck.

another wonderful stuff.

04 August 2009

Chapter M13



hahahahahaha. i love you guys.

ps: AHAHAHAH krita ku melintas slow ah. bachinomoleeayyy

03 August 2009

Chapter M12

SEDAP MATA MEMANDANG (Y)

LOL i can see the colour RED now.

02 August 2009

Chapter M11

shit, im sneezing again. gnya naw with watery eyes. shit, i just realised that tmr's QE. and, i havent studied a thing. ahh well, i guess i wont be sleeping tonight. Geography's just logic. i hope, well, it is. whatever.

ADAAAAAAAHHHH SAKITTTTTTTT IDUNG KU YAWWWWW.

slept with Choo fer like 10mins tdi. dad freaked out when he found out yg c Choo masuk. hhahahahahaha. i dont know what other shits to type in here. im so lazy to think. i miss my clan. yes, i miss them. bachiinooo-oh shuttup mal, youre too tired to get hyped up, shit.

i hope mom's not gonna take both nish and i out to the mall again tmr. btw, i thank God tmr's QE. meaning 3 periods of english, kaboof. yes, im very happy. for now. shit.

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i cant study in this state mahnnn. my eyes are so watery that i feel like swimming. logic. logic. SHADAPP. guess qahhar's home with hafiz. eh no, its the neighours lol. ahahaha c daniel. apakan. hai nelllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll.

shit eh, balik tah bah eh. 13 mins till 1030. there, qahhar's home. ya batuk batuk diluar kedngrn hahahahaa. i feel so sad.

Chapter M10

No sleep
No sleep until I'm done with finding the answer
Won't stop
Won't stop before I find a cure for this cancer
SometimesI feel like going down and so disconnected
SomehowI know that I am haunted to be wanted

I've been watching
I've been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
In the shadows

They say
That I must learn to kill before I can feel safe
But II'd rather kill myself than turn into their slave
SometimesI feel that I should go and play with the thunder
Somehow
Cause somehow I just don't wanna stay and wait for a wonder

I've been watching
I've been waitingIn the shadows for my time
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life

Lately
I been walking walking in circles, watching, waiting for something
Feel me, touch me, heal me, come take me higher

I've been watching
I've been waiting
In the shadows all my time

I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
I've been watchingI've been waiting
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows

In the shadows



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i LOVE lagu itu YOOOO. hahaha apakan. the rasmus - in the shadows

Chapter M9





these are only some of the GREAT pictures taken by Gmah's SONY. the picnic's a GREAT success, its been a while since we didnt have this much fun. srsly.
xoxo, love you gaizzzzzzzzzz tooo bittzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
BACHINOMOLEEAAAYYYYY. heck i know you guys miss me saying that :P